i think im sick pplz
i havnt been feeling to well really stomch ace havnt eaten sleped well or anyhitng like that
so if im not on for a while im sorry

i don't think any of use will ever learn what life is truley like by goign about it the way we have been for these past years
we all need to find what life means to us and stick by it
like to em is like chess
you can pick black or white
but the colors dont matter as long as you set out and find urself
i would be black (for example) no cuz i am a evil person but because at times im misunerstood
take this-when in ur life have you seen black just plain black and thogh "that is a wholesome color" im gessing most of us would say never but i look at this as not a evil color but a blank slate cursed by its own color now when you see white you dont think "that is a sinfull color" you mostly think it is wholesome and full of love and all that
(i know im jumping topics sorry)but that is just this kind of world most of us have gorwn to belive that what we see in a magazine cover or in a movie or what ever is true butey and that is pure but this isnt that case....i-im sorry im going in so many directions but what im trying to say to all of oyu reading this is dont let someone choose ur life let you find ur life and find out what life means to you not what it means to other ppl be urself not a clone thank you and have a good day ^^ *hugs to all*

(another poem)
these days go on
and on and on
the nights are cold
the nights are frozen
im not alone
but it feels like im dead
but then one day
gun in hand
a light came
and soon it all made seanse
that evan thogh you may feel like quiting this game we call life
just remeber to stick threw it
and as long as you dont give in you will win
like me...with ur help

im sorry but
i dont like to think of myself as the joules type
but seeing you and all ur friends....ur little jokes...
it makes me feel weak im not giving up
but im sorry

(have no idea...)

ok i was feeling a bit down some stuff happend at school then while i was on youtube i found this vid and i dont know but it showed em the world really isnt all that bad it's not mind it belogns to the descovery channle here check it out maybe you can feel better too
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